THIS IS IT ….. THIS IS ME…
Ok so I have read what I can where I can about the new challenge I have set myself…
So before I give you a history of me – here is a little summary of me
YEAR 6 in school – I was 80kgs – I cant remember a day in school where I wasn’t harassed for my weight – but more about that later.. I have always been a depressed little over weight girl.
YEAR 8 – was in suicide mode couldnt take the bullying any longer – I dropper out of school and continued home schooling – my grades returned to an A+ student and I passed my School Cert with flying colours and have been working fulltime mostly since then.
2005 I met my future husband I weighed approx 90kgs and coudlnt believe someone coudl actually fall inlove with me a fatty I couldnt even love myself how could anyone else??
2006 we moved intogether my weight still hobbled around this 90 marks
2007 we got engaged.
2010 we were married – I put on weight every year and was around 115kgs when I got married. Moved to America in July for 18months – the food over here terrible and full of sugar
2011 my daughter was born came back to Australia for a few months to have her- suffered terrible morning sickness then after she was born weighed about 95 kgs – so I lost weight getting pregnant. Then went back to America… kept stacking on the weight…weighing approx 118 when I returned to Australia feb 2012.
November 2013 – Hubby gets told he is off to Afghanistan in Feb 2013 for 6.5months. I start thinking about what I can do to keep me occupied. and start psyching myself up about losing weight…
120kgs – I guess I can say now enough is enough.
Tomorrow hubby leaves for Overseas – and I hope when he returns he can see a major difference…
I’m so psyched up – I’m excited to start this new transformation.
So my first step after he has left tomorrow is….
STEP 1: Dispose of foods that are no longer Clean!
STEP 2: Take photos of myself – ARGH I’m dreading this!
I wont show photos on here straight away until the next photo when I see the difference – you see I fear and loathe the camera – because it tells the truth and I hate it – it makes me cry so much.
STEP 3: Take measurements
STEP 4: Put up all my inspirational photos and words on my walls.
STEP 5: take a deep breath – this is going to be a new beginning for me a new start.
I have changed some things that I wont be able to cut out and other things I have completelt cut out as I NEED to see a dramatic weight loss…
What am I worried about…
I’m in a bit of a dilema – if I dont see dramatic results I wont stick to it… But if I do lose weight dramatically then I will have excess skin…. I have done alot of research on excesss skin and weight loss – more about that soon! I will definately do a dedicated post to that – perhaps tomorrow – if you have any info you would like to share with me please feel free to comment!!
I hope you can join me on my journey I need all the help I can get…..